It's time to move out!!!!

Well, the same #$%@ is still happening at this house! I have now found out that my so called "girlfriend" is more involved in what is going on here, much to my dismay.

I told her that if things did not improve around the house, I was going to move out. Several weeks passed and still the same crap was going on. It as if my rights to have a "sanctuary" to come home to were being spit upon! The lack of respect for my space( and me) is unbelieveable!

Traffic at the house is at an all time high now. I swear I now live at New York's Grand Central Station! I think I know why there is so much traffic.....DRUGS! What else can explain the 3 am, 2 am, and 4 am visits by her "friends"?

Can I get some #$%####%### sleep around here?!?!?!

When the @#$%%$$ are they going to leave that bathroom alone?!?!?!?

I even got into some arguments with her "friends" because of thier early morning visits. Some of them even threatened me with physical harm!

Since what I asked for is surely not being heard, I will have to get my peace at a place of my own. I have already signed up for a new apartment. I just waiting for the call to move in! I am sooooooooooo ready to move out of here!

I told my ex-girlfriend that I am moving out. She started telling me that her daughter was attached to me and that moving out would greatly upset her. I told my ex that my health ,mental and otherwise, was more important than hurting her daughter's feelings. She should have thought of that before she allowed these people to basically take over her house.

I have nothing against her daughter at all. In fact, her daughter seems to treat me like a father figure. I just can not stay at a house were I have to worry about police taking me to jail because of what is going on there. The truth is that I am very worried about her daughter because of it.

I figured that by moving out that things will improve in the house. She will surely have to make some changes when I am gone. It's the only option left to make things right.

Her "now cousin" Carl even tried to get me to stay but that will not happen! He and his friends is leading my ex-girlfriend down this dark path she now walks. I tried, in vain, to get her to see the truth about them but they are always there, when I am at work, to convince her that they there to help.

I even pray to God for my ex and her daughter to be alright and to come from the darkness that is presently over her house.

As for me, I will have to find another girlfriend but I am in no rush to get one. I think I should use this time to better myself so that when my new girlfriend shows up, I will be ready for her.

I am looking forward to a new life now.

Live and Learn, that's the motto!

We will talk again!